Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Happy First 22nd Birthday, Elie

When we lived in America, we lived 100% of the time on the standard January - December calendar...well, almost. We celebrated Jewish holidays, of course, and followed the Hebrew months as they came and went. But when our oldest daughter was born on Rosh Hashana, the first day of the new year (actually, she was born on the second day, but you get the point), it was impossible to ignore this day and so we celebrated her birthday on Rosh Hashana....AND what we called her "English" birthday.

Then Elie was born, just three days before the Jewish holiday of Shavuot but the tradition was established already and so he, too, had "two" birthdays...and so it went. My next son was born exactly a week after the holiday of Purim...it became impossible to ignore the Hebrew calendar and so our children became accustomed to celebrating the Hebrew and the English birthdays and often, all the time in between was their "birthday zone." Until we moved to Israel. Here, we tend to celebrate the "Hebrew" birthday more often than the "English," though there are still times we celebrate both.

This year, Elie will celebrate both, or at least I hope he will. Today is his Hebrew birthday. He'll be home this weekend, though he wants to spend the upcoming holiday (which takes place on Friday and runs into the Shabbat) at his yeshiva. He's gotten permission to take a "vacation" day on Sunday. That's his English birthday.

I don't know yet what we'll do, or if he'll want to do something on his own or with friends. All I know is that my soldier son is now, according to the Hebrew calendar, 22-years-old.

He called me this morning about something simple. I asked him if he'd called to wish me a happy birthday, after all, I was the one that gave birth, right? He was distracted, busy and in the middle of something and didn't even know it was his birthday. I'll make him a cake this weekend and see if I can buy him something. Most of all, I'll just be grateful for who he is, how he is, and yes, even where he is. All that he does continues to shape him into the man he will become and I find I like that person very much.

So...as you leave your childhood further and further behind, my precious son - may you go from strength to strength in health and safety. May you continue to fight for what is right and know that behind you stands a nation that is forever grateful that you and your friends stand for us.

You and your brothers and sisters fill my life with joy, my heart with pride, and my soul with love. It will be many years before you will truly understand that love - somewhere around the time they hand you your first child, God willing, will you perhaps finally know this amazing truth. For now, you prefer the simpler things in life - driving, playing on the computer, speaking of guns and a life I know so little about, leading your troops and balancing the responsibilities you are given, solving problems and fixing things that break, and so much more. But underneath all these elements, there is the man emerging from the boy.

The boy that was, is almost gone. He's still there sometimes, especially at home playing with his little sister; but the man leaves after the weekends and returns to base and the boy goes with him because that is the way of things. And then, some time later, it is the man that comes home, with the boy hidden deep inside. More and more it is the man I speak to on the phone, and now it is the man I will wish a happy birthday.

May you live to 120 and may all your days be filled with love and life; health and happiness; friendship and pride.

Happy birthday, Elie. I love you more than words could ever express.


SuperRaizy said...

Happy Birthday to Elie!

Sharon said...

Happy birthday to you, Paula! It's the day you became a mom.

(My middle daughter was born motzei Shavu'ot, so we have a birthday celebration this weekend, too.)

Long-time RN said...

Happy Birthday from across the sea, Elie!

RangersGirl said...

Happy Birthday to Elie!

Is it tradition to celebrate birthdays on the closest Jewish Holiday?

Have a wonderful time celebrating!

A Soldier's Mother said...

Hi RangersGirl,

No, it isn't a Jewish tradition to celebrate birthdays on the closest Jewish holiday - it just worked out that my first three kids were born on or very close to major holidays (well, and one minor one)...so the birthdays become tied in our minds to that kid. Rosh Hashana means is the new year...and brought us new life - Amira, our first daughter. Shavuot is the time that we received the Torah at Mount Sinai...and we received Elie. Purim is a holiday of great happiness...and we received Shmulik.

It just worked out that way. Elie is home how, but leaving soon. His Hebrew birthday passed with calls from his siblings, grandparents, etc. He's going away for the holiday, so we will celebrate on Sunday. He's taking the day off from the army and I'll bake a cake. So this year, it will actually be his English birthday we share. I'll take whatever we can get, whenever we get it.

Thanks to all of you - those who wrote here with comments, those who wrote personally, and those who thought kind words but didn't write - they all mean so much to me (and yes, in some ways to Elie too...though I don't expect he'll do more than smile when I tell him of all the wishes for him).

brat said...

Happy Birthday to YOU, Soldier's Mother! I have often laughed with my girl, acknowledging that without HER being, I would not be celebrating her birthday.

Motherhood is a wondrous journey, as we travel the road filled with the greatest joys, and the greatest lessons in love. WE are blessed beyond measure.

May YOUR child be always blessed, as he lives to celebrate 120 birthdays.

And yes: Every soldier IS one of our own.:)

Hope said...

Happy Birthday from Canada Elie!! God bless you and your family. May He keep you safe.

yorksnbeans said...

I have read a few of your posts, and I love the way you write. Today's post especially. I wanted to say "hi" and introduce myself. I live in the states and can just imagine what it must feel like to have a son in the army. I am Jewish and although I live far away, I still pray for the day to come when it no longer will be necessary for Israel to be at war. It seems impossible, but maybe one day. Happy Birthday Elie and thank YOU!!

Heather said...

Happy birthday Elie and stay safe! :)

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